Let's Pause a Minute.

“Right now it’s pretty crazy, and I don’t know how to stop or slow it down.” –Shawn Mendez, “Never Be Alone”

As I collapse onto my bed in my vintage New York residence, legs dangling off like an orangutan, the teetering streetlight casts a faint glow on my fire escape. Gazing out the window for the first time, I realize the chaos has mostly subsided. Finally I can rest and reflect.

View of my fire escape from my vintage apartment. 

View of my fire escape from my vintage apartment. 

When I launched this blog in late June, I told myself I would blog weekly, or even daily, but it’s been two months since my last post, and that is inexcusable. But let’s pause a minute: I’ve been doggedly busy for virtually all of summer. Where to begin?

For starters, I am now officially and—dare I say, permanently—in New York City (a phrase I never thought I’d utter!). It has been a true whirlwind—a cyclone of emotions, a flurry of activity, and I suppose, on some level, I’m now in the denouement of my transition. Tonight is the first night since June that I’ve been able to sit down without having to plan the intricate details of my schedule for the next day, week, or month. I’m here now, and I’m ready for my next adventure, which has already begun.

I fully intend on blogging, retrospectively, about my moving experience, but first I’ll need to upload some pictures. For now, it’s time to slow it down. I’ll just pause and drift silently into the night.

Searching the Skies for Inner Paradise

Given the stress and speed of daily life, I make a point to take some time and absorb my surroundings, often in an unconventional way. After a grocery run the other day, I discovered a deserted parking lot near the Chicago river, with a picturesque backdrop of the city. Despite a boiling concoction of humidity beaming down from the summer sunrays, I spent quite some time in my covert corner of the city--simply being, simply taking it all in.

This past week, I started a daily meditation ritual. In the early morning and late evening, when the lighting is soft or when the city lights glisten for miles to the distance, I sit on my hardwood floor and practice concentrated breathing exercises. While taking in the sweeping city skyline, I experience something of a Van Gogh portrait in real time. Since moments like these are often unappreciated or unattainable for most of us, I am determined to find solace in the skies as much as possible.